I am beyond depressed, that oh so familiar place that I often go. Had some kind of power surge that fried some appliances in my home including my microwave (my primary source of eating these days). More headaches on top of already existing problems like a pump that doesn't work properly so that I can't take a proper shower which I long for in the worst way.  Still no job or any hope of finding anything.  Monday I have to start this stupid TCI training for a job I literally have no interest in and am only doing because I can't find anything else.  I'm in a hole and I have no idea how to get out of the damn thing so sick of living in this den of hopelessness.   What's the freakin' point??