Year End

Just went down to mom's fed the horses and took a shower.  Yeah see the thing is my trailer is over thirty years old and like falling apart.  Can't take a shower here because when I do the water comes out under the toilet so been taking my showers at Mom's.   Couldn't afford to hire someone to fix the problem before I lost my job so yeah I'm in a great place now.  I make the mistake of saying to myself how much worse can it get but homeless is always a possibility.  One thing I'm thankful for, my kids are on their own, Amanda lives with her boyfriend and Ricky is up at campus so at least this crap wasn't happening when they were living here.