New Years Eve Dec 31st

Tonight is just another night for me although I have often dreamed of doing something exciting for the New Year I never have.  It like most holidays these days is usually spent alone in the empty trailer.  Ricky is home from college but with his sister.  She mentioned bringing him home today because she had to work tomorrow but haven't seen him yet so who knows.  I'm thinking of making up a wish list although I would rather call it a dream list.  Some call it a bucket list and I have to admit I have done some things already that I couldn't have imagined some twenty thirty years ago.  They are things that would never have happened had it not been for the  people that have wandered into my life.   My faith has been damaged over and over and like a silly child for some strange reason I continue to dream and fantasize about what may be and what could be even though the odds are stacked up against it.   I should tell my grand daughter that someday and all my future grand children that yes even at fifty you continue to dream and to believe in them.