Terrible day today, another one among many.  Got my taxes done and have been praying that I would get enough of a refund to cover my property taxes that are due now.  Nope, not even half as much as I owe and I have no idea what I'm going to do.  Also the electrician, a very sweet guy, brought a plumber out today and more bad news, he thinks the pump ( that I just paid for less than a year ago) is going to go and that I need an expansion tank as well  :(        I feel like I've been kicked in the stomach, I don't know what to do.  I've been trying for months to find a full time job, I have no money for food half the time and now make "too much" to qualify for snap benefits.   I feel so desperate and hopeless and have no one to talk things through with.  I feel like I want to scream and pull my hair out and yet on the outside I am frozen.  I've been sitting here feeling catatonic or something like it.  What am I supposed to do?